Dear Delysia,
The past couple of days have been really interesting. Trevor has experienced a lot of amazing things lately in his path to try to be the best person he can be, especially in regards to having a wife. He has prayed and prayed and struggled to make it so that he could marry that cement chain call 80, but to no avail. Even though, he felt like the Lord had told him that things could work out for him and her, they didn’t. So Trevor has been whining, crying and moaning about the whole ordeal, but has had some really cool experiences.
1- Trevor prayed and got some really telling details about his situation with 80. He was doing all that he could to be ready for a relationship and she wasn’t.
The past couple of days have been really interesting. Trevor has experienced a lot of amazing things lately in his path to try to be the best person he can be, especially in regards to having a wife. He has prayed and prayed and struggled to make it so that he could marry that cement chain call 80, but to no avail. Even though, he felt like the Lord had told him that things could work out for him and her, they didn’t. So Trevor has been whining, crying and moaning about the whole ordeal, but has had some really cool experiences.
1- Trevor prayed and got some really telling details about his situation with 80. He was doing all that he could to be ready for a relationship and she wasn’t.
2- God wasn’t lying to him about it working out with 80. He
was trying to convince her and give her all she wanted, but she needed to be
willing to change and she choose not to. There is no forcing of agency.
3- Trevor will still get one more chance to date her, but
the Lord said that the likelihood of him choosing will be slim.
4- He heard the voice of the Savior, as he tried to take and
use the atonement in his prayer.
5- He was told that the relationship that she is in now,
will not work out and she will learn her lessons the hard way.
To me, I am so relieved and so happy that 80 is out of his
life forever! I hate her, I HATE HER! Trevor deserves so much more than that
piece of diseased victim. I am really happy that he is having these type of
experiences. It means that I need to get my butt in gear. I’m falling behind in
my devotion and that shouldn’t happen.
I also went to lunch with Boo Boo Kitty. She is getting married in a month and we had lunch and shopped for some fabric to make a veil. I love her! She is such a great friend! I just love how we just mesh together and enjoy each other’s company. She came into my life during a time that I was really struggling with Cory. And she has become a friend like Traci has become a friend to me, in half the amount of time. I am very happy that she is able to get married and move on in this life. I really hope that Traci will get that opportunity soon as well.
Despite my ugly feelings about God, it is nice to see that I have been blessed with good people that care and love me, even though it is a shadow of what it could be. I’ve been told that I’ll always have something or someone, but it won’t be the same person, it will be different people.
I also went to lunch with Boo Boo Kitty. She is getting married in a month and we had lunch and shopped for some fabric to make a veil. I love her! She is such a great friend! I just love how we just mesh together and enjoy each other’s company. She came into my life during a time that I was really struggling with Cory. And she has become a friend like Traci has become a friend to me, in half the amount of time. I am very happy that she is able to get married and move on in this life. I really hope that Traci will get that opportunity soon as well.
Despite my ugly feelings about God, it is nice to see that I have been blessed with good people that care and love me, even though it is a shadow of what it could be. I’ve been told that I’ll always have something or someone, but it won’t be the same person, it will be different people.
This song reminds me that there are some mistakes that we'll always have to pay for in this life. May it be that I never make those types of mistakes. 80, Cory and Trevor have made those types of mistakes. I do not want to be guilty of that either.
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