Delysia,
Today was the last day of my service with Cherry Beth. He leaves on Monday and flies away from my life forever. Tracy was here as well, and he doesn’t believe that I will be done with CB. I don’t believe him really. I’m feeling sick in my stomach. The feeling in my stomach is the way that I felt with Tristan. I remember that this feeling was a lot worse with Tristan than it is with CB. Though, it is still the same feeling. The intensity of the feeling isn’t as bad as with Tristy, but it still feels like a hallowing out type of experience. I don’t really like it.
Though, I did finish the quilt that I was going to make for him. I stayed up all day Saturday to get it done. Man, I have never thought so much on my feet to get a quilt done. This is the first time that I have ever done a quilt, so it feels great. The quilt was so beautiful! The quilt just looked so good! I was really hesitant to give it away to CB. I didn’t think that he would really appreciate it. So, I really had to think long and hard if I should give it to him. I ended up giving him the star quilt. I cried a little bit. I had finished it on Sunday.
So he CB texted me on Sunday and told me that he would be available to hang out that morning. Then he said that he had meeting to go to, so he gave me another time, after 4:30 pm. I got to his house at 5 pm. I was so nervous. Before I went to his house, I did some finishing touches on the quilt and folded it up really nicely. I took pictures before I folded it up and put it in a nice wrapping.
When I got to his home, he was sort of excited and a little bit nervous. I was more nervous than anything about things. I also had with my book of revelations. My book of revelations is a book of all of my blessings from the time I met Trevor on. It is revelation for me, because I record all my blessings.
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