Dear Delysia,
The past 3 weeks, Traci has been unbearable with his whining about his life situation. We had a little bit of a fight. We got over that, but it has been really hard for me to listen to you him about his yearning to date and marry a girl that I hate.
Yes, she broke up with him and he wants her back. He like to date mean girls. He likes these broken women because they need him. The irony is, he needs women to complete himself just as much as these broken girls need him, because he'll endure their cruelty.
It is hard for me to listen to him want to marry a girl that is nothing compared to his prowess. Though, it isn't my decision nor is it my life. I let it go, I just hate having to listen to him cry about how much he misses her. A part of me wants to just shake him and say, get over it! She left you. Move on! She doesn't want you! Find someone who does want you!
But anytime that I say anything negative about her, he gets really defensive about her. I hate that too. So, I think it is good that I have come to terms that I will be single forever and always and that I don't want to be wanting for another to complete me. I am complete without another.
However, despite Traci's thirsty tendencies, I really enjoy his thoughts and counsel. He has a very unique point of view about things in life.
He told me that he received revelation that 80 will come back to him. If or When she comes back, I am going to dip out. I hate that woman. I am happy though, that he's been very kind to me and very thoughtful of me. I feel loved by him. He's been very tender to me. He's an adorable puppy! giggles...
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