No thoughts really

Dear Delysia,

Today was a hard day but a good one. The lady that is trying to get me fired cried and pulled an emotional mess in front of us and complained that no one likes her. The issue is she is blaming everybody else for her issues and it is her that is the issue. She is so emotional about how she feels everyone is out to get her and she's tired of hearing people complain about her behind her back and act as her friend to her face. There is so much back stabbing right now at work, I just deal with it. I have my two besties and my boss and that is it. I have no allegiance to anyone else in the workplace. The sad part is that it has come to this! There is so much drama from the passive aggressive ladies that I work with that I just don't deal well with their crying and boo whooing about how Betty looked her Stacy crossed eyed and hurt her feelings. I don't deal with such petty nonsense in the workplace! I hate having to deal with politics! But it would appear that the girl that is holding a grudge against me will just probably quit. I have a plan to make it so she doesn't feel she can trust anyone in our workplace and she'll quit and everything will be just fine! All of us managers hate her. She knows that we do and we're not about supporting her either. She doesn't do her job either very well, she is more concerned about doing anothers job and then complaining about it. I can't with her and I am going to just let her dig her grave, remove my support from her and watch her crumble and fail! I'll be making popcorn.

I am really excited to go to Vegas for an interview!!! I really loved that city! I have some still really good friends there. I've never been to the Temple there before. I also think that I am strong enough to stay away from the temptations of that city. I do hope that I get it! That would be so cool if I did get it!

Trevor isn't really talking to me. He told me that he doesn't feel very comfortable talking to me anymore. He didn't really say way nor did I ask. I assume it has to do with our fight on Sunday. I have stopped calling him Traci because he felt like it was demeaning and condescending. So I stopped calling him that. Then I must have misunderstood him because he felt like the name wasn't the issue, it was me referring to him as a puppy and talking to him like he was a puppy. I felt bad. That was never my intention. So I have stopped sending anything puppy related to him, nor have I said he was adorable and I have stopped calling him Traci. I assume that is what it has to do with. He said that talking to me isn't the same anymore. I don't know what to say or do about it... so I am just going to let him figure it out, go on dates with 80 and let things flow.

I have also decided that I won't call you adorable or Cory Beth or the elongated name either. I don't want you to feel like I was speaking to you in a condescending way either.

I had a good talk with Thad. Today was the day that I got my Temple recommend back a year ago.