Today was a really good day! I was really content and happy. I woke up refreshed and happy to alive and living. It seems to be so rare that these moments come. It has been a long time where I felt like the world was right, I was right and I felt like things could be OK.
It was really nice.
Work is a place that can be dramatic. The managers are getting antsy. They had a meeting today and complained about the director and me. The critiques they had for me were these:
1. I need to be more polished in my professionalism.
2. I appear to have my own agenda, instead of being a team player.
3. They are not sure what my job description is and therefore are uncertain of what I'm doing.
This was a total shock to me. I really like my co-workers. I was shocked that they felt like I wasn't being an asset to the team. They had even suggested to cut my position so they can have an additional position that fills another need.
I am in shock. I am sort of mad that they feel like I'm being given special treatment. I feel like I am a good worker and add to the team dynamic. I am not angry or sad. I just feel like I need to prove my worth. No one likes to do that, but it seems like that is something that needs to happen.
I also understand that most people feel like they are doing a whole lot more work that what they are really doing and feel like all the other people don't pull their weight. It seems like there is a serious issue with people wanting to have their hands in the cookie jar and not worrying about their own work.
I am not going to let this get to me, though, I am going to prove these bitches wrong. I have also decided that me liking them as friends is too chummy chummy, so I have deleted them off FaceBook. I don't need to be friends with them. They aren't my friends, they are my co-workers. I have forgotten that you do not mix pleasure and business. That is what I will do. I will keep them at a distance and just do my job.
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