A Great Friend

Dear Delysia,

I went to lunch with Boo Boo Kitty today. I love her. She has been such a blessing to me. She has been a true and great friend. She asked me straight out why I am emotional. She said that she could see me being emotional. I burst. I cried and told her how I felt about mom, my life, my most recent talk with Cory Beth, how I missed Traci, how I felt about Boo Boo moving. I just cried and tried to be positive about all of it and to not villainize Cory Beth. Cory Beth is a good man.

Boo Boo gave me a hug and gave me some of her thoughts. She said that sometimes God gives us tools and strength to break the bonds and chains of our challenges. Then other times, God gives us the strength to bare the burdens. She said that God doesn't often give many the strength to bare burdens and not ever given the time when it will end, if not at the end of their lives. She said that she felt like I was a very wonderful Spirit with such strength and given many blessings. She said that she felt like I was a great example to many for not many face such unique challenges that would almost destroy any other person.

Caitlynn has been such a blessing to me! I love her so much! I am thankful that she's willing to listen to me and just be there, to listen and love me. She's been so kind to me! :)