June 18, 2016

Dear Delysia,

Yesterday was such a blast! I went home and play play played with my little nieces and nephews! I just love my babies! My little babies are: Kapri, Maliya, Noah, Zev, and Violet. I also found out that my sister-in-law is pregnant again! I swear, that girl is pregnant all the time. She is a good addition to my family.

Being with my babies just makes the world seem like a wonderful place. Children are wonderful! Kapri is the oldest baby and is going to be a first grader this year! It is so amazing how time just flies when I'm with the babies. Man, they sap the energy out of you! I can see why kids need time to play and let the energy run out of them. It is also important for the kids to have naps, otherwise they get really grumpy. LOL... Man, I just love these babies! They bring me such join to be around my family. I just love them sooo MUCH!


Reid was texting me and told me that he had an emergency. So I called him when the babies where sleeping. He told me that he had been fasting and praying to know what to do with Boo Boo Kitty. He was given the direction to be in contact with her. Then he received his answer that was really powerful. He was told that he should propose to BBK during the California trip that we are going on in 2 weeks. He said that he needed to ask the Lord 5 times to make sure that the answer of proposing to BBK was correct. When he explained to me his thoughts and feelings, I could feel the spirit just resonating on all of the things that he shared with me. After he was done sharing his thoughts and feelings about his answers, he asked me what I thought. I told him that I thought that was amazing. I told him that all that he shared with me, resonated. Then I shared with him that he should propose AFTER the trip, not before or during. I also suggested that he should get in a position that he could hear the Voice of God and follow with faith on this issue. I suggested that he move forward with faith and have a sense of gratitude.

I then asked him what he needed from me. He told me that he needed me to work some magic and see about a hot air balloon and a ring size. I told him that I would get on it. Then he was a little concerned about BBK and her attitude about their relationship. He was really concerned that she wouldn't get her answer to marry him. He went on about is fears and concerns. Then when he was finished, I told him to calm down. I told him that he doesn't know best for BBK, God does. God is going to work with BBK. What Heavenly Father told him to do, is propose and be ready for that. So I suggested that he be ready for that and have faith that things will work out they way that they should. Then he resisted, but I just told him that BBK still has her agency, so calm down. Reid then just said fair and if I saw anything that could tip the scales. I told him, it doesn't work that way. I have to have permission to ask for details like that. And I am only to see glimpses here and there. I don't always get clear answers, because that is not how it works. So I shared with him that he go to the Temple and ask God that I can help him.

Magic is happening more often than I thought would happen. I had a moment with my other cousin, Torie. She wanted answers and we are going to the Temple together sometime. She wants better direction in her life. She wants to date and find love. She wants to be the type of woman that can know and feel Gods direction.

I shared my experiences with Cory. I have been feeling like our friendship is stagnant again. I have been feeling that for awhile. I gave him a call and he was feeling a little bit better. He was surprised that I called him. He knows that I'm not supposed to reach out first, but I had a strange feeling that I should. I adore him. Though, I have lots of hesitations with him. First and foremost, his actions and behavior don't match. I know he is not wanting to make deep, lasting relationships. He wants a wife, not friends. Yet, at the same point, I feel somewhat responsible for making sure that he becomes the person that he's supposed to be. Yet, it seems to be his nature to have constant stimulation all the time. I find that so dangerous. It seems like nothing can satisfy him.  What makes him think that one person will satisfy him, beyond the physical? If he can't create and sustain a friendship, how will that work in a marriage-type relationship? It won't work. He'll just get divorced again or suffer through it for an extended period of time. I hope that he'll 'see' that he's in the danger zone right now. His time is slipping from him.

I miss Traci. I am also really excited for his blessings to come true! I can't wait for God's promises to come true!  I feel the spirit just thinking about it! I am really excited!

Thank you Delysia. You're a wonderful friend to me!